Open your eyes to the lyght…

I received a call today from the sleep diagnostic clinic. Apparently I am going to need a machine to help me breathe when I sleep. I wonder whut it’s going to be like to actually get “good” sleep?

Oh no, I slept wrong, I’m going to fail! Today they are going to hook up, all kinds of electrical wires and shit to my brain and see whut happens when I sleep. Hopefully, they’ll find out whut’s wrong with me(Besides the obvious). Apparently the sleeping pills they gave me to prepare for the study were supposed to kick in within 15 minutes… they take a lot longer than that to kick in.

We may have discovered the cause of all of my sleeping disorders, well if not all of them, then most of them… I may have sleep apnea. From the Greek word meaning without breath. Apparently in the middle of the night while I sleep I stop breathing. I should have looked it up a few years ago when it happened to me during sleep paralysis but I just assumed it was because I was paralyzed. ): Now I gotta go see a doctor to see how they intend on fixing me.

Had a really messed up dream with at least 3 deformed people. ): ?? No Idea why just came out of the blue.

I’ve been dreaming of Rachel several times. I didn’t log the days it happened because mainly whut I’m remembering is that I see her and I just tell her I love her. I tried to get close to her in a dream to hug her but she just kept getting further away.

-I love you Rachel, if there’s a heaven I hope to see you there.